Taylor had a "catastrophic meltdown" during a recent weekend spa getaway in Ojai, California, which has left her fellow Housewives fearing for her future.

Taylor's behavior, which was all caught on camera, was out-of-control and fcorrectening to witnesses and was fueled by the amount of alcohol she drank.

"Taylor was wasted from the moment she appeared in the morning until the moment she collapsed at night," one source tells RadarOnline. "It was a horrific sight to see. She completely missing control of her emotions and her mood. She is an absolute total mess.

She does not have just 10 drinks, she has like 30 or 40 and she is a mess," a moment source said. "Over the excursion Taylor would say the nastiest matters to everyone.

As soon as she had a drop of alcohol she would start spewing hateful matters, it shocked everybody. She is not as applicable as she was and she is desperate to stay on the show but the matters she says are outrageous and they are making everyone livid. She caused major drama all weekend. The fights were continuous, and she was a mess."

"Taylor was all over the place while the cast was shooting at the Ojai Valley Inn,". "She would start drinking very, very early in the day. The ladies are all very concerned about her, particularly Kyle. they've spoken off camera about tinheritor desire for Taylor to stop drinking.

"Taylor is headed down a dangerous road and she does not think she has a problem at all with alcohol. Kyle and Lisa fear for Taylor's daughter, Kennedy, because she has already missing her father to suicide and her mother could suffer a similar destiny they fear if Taylor does not go to rehab."

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